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Confessiones

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Egenus et pauper ego sum, et melior in occulto gemitu displicens mihi et quaerens misericordiam tuam, donec reficiatur defectus meus et perficiatur usque in pacem, quam nescit arrogantis oculus. sermo autem ore procedens et facta, quae innotescunt hominibus, habent temptationem periculosissimam ab amore laudis, qui ad privatam quandam excellentiam contrahit emendicata suffragia: temptat, et cum a me in me arguitur, eo ipso, quo arguitur, et saepe de ipso vanae gloriae contemptu vanias gloriatur, ideoque non iam de ipso contemptu gloriae gloriatur: non enim eam contemnit, cum gloriatur.

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The Confessions of St. Augustin In Thirteen Books

Chapter XXXVIII.--Vain-Glory is the Highest Danger.

63. "I am poor and needy," ¹ yet better am I while in secret groanings I displease myself, and seek for Thy mercy, until what is lacking in me be renewed and made complete, even up to that peace of which the eye of the proud is ignorant. Yet the word which proceedeth out of the mouth, and actions known to men, have a most dangerous temptation from the love of praise, which, for the establishing of a certain excellency of our own, gathers together solicited suffrages. It tempts, even when within I reprove myself for it, on the very ground that it is reproved; and often man glories more vainly of the very scorn of vain-glory; wherefore it is not any longer scorn of vain-glory whereof it glories, for he does not truly contemn it when he inwardly glories.